Falling Sick

Many things happened the past few days...fell sick after the weekend...but still gotta go for work...went for the Rugby finals between ACS (Independent) and Raffles Institution...Score was 15 - 10...ACS won...they're still the defending champion...at the end of it...we lost one of the referee's bag...kaoz...we were almost blamed for losing his stuff...i mean...why cant you keep your stuff together with the rest of the referees...why must you be special...and you are making me feel guilty and irresponsible...tamade...


Magic now has the whole run of the house...1st day...his poo was all over the hous...lucky thing is he did not step on any of it...and the reason why he pooped all around is because the designated area was full already...gave it to him...smart boy...2nd day was much better...only a small little pile near the designated area...now is the 3rd day...hopefully today got improvement...


Things are starting to get complicated now...i really think we should move on...since both of us has taken the 1st step...we should continue...I want to keep her in my heart...this part of my heart is engraved with her name and it will never ever be erased or even replaced...i want to keep it this way so at least i know...we left on a nice note...yes, i still love her...i still miss her...but i know...moving on is a better choice...for the both of us...her friends has introduced new guys to her...they seem quite nice though...at least they know how to make her happy and make her feel wanted...I thank you all for helping her out...introducing nice guys to her...well..as i told HJ...this was one of the reason why i chose to leave this friendship as it is...cos i know it will seem very awkward if this thing should ever happen...put yourself in my shoe and you will understand why...imagine...just imagine...if we kept in contact...you intro a new girl to me...how do u face mao?? true?? dont ever think that i dont treasure this friendship...but when i say i have my reasons...this is one of it...and i do hope u guys will understand my situation here...


Cried like a baby on tuesday night while talking to her...I haven cried soooo hard for a freaking loooong time liao...so hard that i had difficulty breathing...My work is somehow affected again...this cannot go on much longer...if not...it'll be another chaotic situation...i fell sick...but this time round...who's gonna take care of me??